act like it matters

act like it matters

live with intention

map out the landscape

choose your direction

there is no blueprint

for these four dimensions

blaze your own pathways

with their limitations

you are an outcome

a determination

a production ongoing

of past information

so act like it matters

and with each generation

reproduce actions

worth veneration.

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Whatever happens in our story

Whatever happens in our story

whether beautiful or gory

let’s just remember this

we were not the first to fight or kiss

there were millions

that came before us

and an infinite number

that might recall us

but for whatever it is worth

we were here

to witness sky and earth

to ponder at the stars and seas

look out to the horizons

and inward on our knees

to sleep, to yearn, to dream, to lose

to love and take in smoke

and blood and booze

our memories collecting

information to pass along

whatever happened in our story,

a note becomes a chord,

that chord is a connection to a song.

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1/2 a Day

Half a day,

that’s all that I can take.

A half a day at a time …

and so I wake before

the day breaks like I used to;

stay in sync with life.

,

But just past noon

I must go down,

take a nap to rest –

.

My legs, my back, my broken

parts have ground

themselves against themselves

put my limits to the test.

.

I’ll rise again, if it is meant,

to take on the latter part …

and it is always my intent

to bring all my mind and heart.

.

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OnE TOWN OVER

On viewing Mark Laita’s Soft White Underbelly *

.

downtrodden

beaten and forgotten

sons and daughters

in the city of Sodom

.

bread basket

middle of America

black and white

pictures Appalachia

.

footnote

bottom of the statement

we all know

how we make our payments

.

details

where we find our demons

onscreen

s(t)imulate(s) our feelings

.

click next

algorithm will grow surer

we’re safe

since we live in Gomorrah.

.

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.

* NOTE: I have no affiliation with or even know Mark Laita. To view Mark Laita’s work please visit: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCCvcd0FYi58LwyTQP9LITpA

State of our disunion

Tomorrow

on the streets

on our ways to getting paid

you in your red hat and khaki pants

me in my hand-knitted pink pussy cap

the tiki torches in your garage

resting at the supplementary angle that

my rainbow banner lays across my flat

And when we cross each other’s paths

you’ll snicker loudly at my mask

which will then muffle, “kiss my ass”

you’ll raise your shirt so I can see

you’ve got a solution for guys like me

and I will let you see that I

am also a 2nd amendment kind of guy …

And now there’s one place we agree.

We’re armed for our liberty;

me from you and you from me.

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Expanding on my mother’s favorite saying

No hay mal que dure cien anos

me decia mi mama

Ni cuerpo que lo sostenga

todo tiene que acabar

 

Pero hijo no te rindas,

     lo que sufres, va pasar.

Siempre carga tu cancion

     como arma, pa’ amar.

 

 

* Translation

There is no evil/ wrong that lasts a hundred years

my mom used to tell me

Nor a body to withstand it

everything has an end

 

But son, don’t give up,

     what you suffer will happen/ pass.

Always load/ carry your song

     As a weapon, to love.

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Chronic Pain

Adversity came to town,
looked me in the eye.
I blinked; it knocked me down.

I was on my knees,
it kicked me in the jaw;
it cracked my teeth and made me bleed.

It saw my head was bowed.
It struck me again …
and nearly knocked me out.

Adversity grabbed my hair
and held me straight;
struck me hard across my face.

It saw that I was blue and sore.
Swollen lipped, I smiled,
and simply asked for, “more”.

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COVID Poem 413

If there is a God

and you are made

in her image …

then there is nothing

wrong with you.

You are a perfect

aspect of his light,

the infallible pitch

of her voice;

you are

the exact measure

and cut, made from

original stuff.

Don’t let any man

or mob of men,

any book or verse,

or anything disguised

as coming from god

tell you otherwise.

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On Aging

Lately,

I’ve been coming loose;

untethered.

 

Spiraling from my orbit,

and heading out

into forever.

 

How can this be,

.    I wonder?

That there

will come an instant

clapping me asunder.

 

And I will be no more …

Unwhole.

 

Everything that made me

will remain

But I

 

I will never be the same.

 

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journal of a man living outside the demographic sweet spot